| wellllll. i don't want to go to sleep because i don't want it to be tomorrow. i am indecisive. i want to transfer. i don't want to transfer. i can't transfer. the grass is always greener on the other side. i know i'd encounter the same problems there that i do here. happiness is something we create. ugh. summer is soon. i long for companionship. i think my expectations are too high because i never find what i'm looking for. i feel like the only person who has never been able to be in a serious relationship. i hope that someday it will happen. i think i've begun looking for something when its not really there. i feel used and i don't like it. i want a new group of friends at school. i want to do better. i want to be happier. i want to believe that my expectations are not unrealistic. LifeGoesOn. II COR 4:16-18 |
| |
| so. since the last entry stuff has happened.
 muahahahah
mhhmmm. good stuff. |
| |
| welllll now.
today was definitally a gooooood day!
-had a LONG overdue chat with someone. its turned out well 
-NICOLE'S AWESOME PAR-TAYYYY! must say it was the best sweet 16 party i have been to!
-left nicoles a little early and drove over to washingthon college for a Dashboard Confessional concert. pretty amazing. it was a small show, so we got all close, and i got free tickets. can't beat thatttt!
game tomorrow. i love soccer.
so yeah.
 |
| |
| so, im too lazy and too busy to update recently.
things are alright...who knows whats gonna happen in the future.
something gooood hopefully
visiting some colleges every weekend lately. its fun though cause i get to meet all the teams and spend the night and suchhh
yep.
-Oh man, i can't wait till college. staying there this weekend was so much funnnn!- |
| |
